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ok sorry to bore you guys with stupid teenage angst. i broke up wit my bf (read why in help!!!!!!!) and so now i am a free bird. anywho, ive been in the hospital lately, and the reason is ______. sorry, not going to tell you. but i had to have a GI scope done, had a 2 foot ling tube stuck down my nose, through my throat, into my intestines, and to my stomach. gross as fuck. =/ it took 4 ppl to hold me down to get the shit done. ugh. so now, ive got a ton of shizat to do @ skewl, and i dun wanna do it. O.0 for all of my relatives/hoes here, im fine now. i guess. i feel 96% better, and i would have put 100, but the tube-thing was traumatic.

ok so i need some advice~ my bf found out that hes moving to back Berlin (in germany) and i live in america. hes already cheated on me twice, and i dont know if i can trust him but i really like this guy. hes going back to his native country to see his sisters there, and i know that he will see smexy european chicks and guys there (hes bi)and i know that im no contest. should i break up wit him? or should i try to stick it out??? Please help me!!!! ^^

HOLY. SHIIIIIIIIIIIIIIT. i freaking hate my cousin. she made me get up @ 2:50 AM yesterday to shop for Black Friday. ...just so u know, anime freak+ early rising= NOT GOOD!!!!!!!!! i was SO tired, the ladies at the store were on some type of drug (tht i need) and i felt like a phat person (no offense) in a tofu cafe. ARG. anywho... it was my birthday on Monday (the 22nd) so now i feel old. ish. ;p